You got it bad.

Well hello there..
I know i know..ive been hardly found gazing around my blog lately..
im sorry for for the absence..just that my life seems to be busier each day..just the way i wanted it to be..so..for some Q-kie..just gonna tell all of u what ive been up to lately..

1. I got talent finals is getting near. We had two songs to sing..so ya..two practise is needed.
2. Schools is opening soon..and my friend have lotsa olan to pull out...*errgh*
3.I have no time for myself, and i like it. Being busy make me forget certain things that makes me sad.

things im looking forward to:
1. Island
2. Water rafting.
3. road trip.
4.schools
5.part time job.

things i wanna get rid
1.boredomn
2.sadness

things i wanna maintained.
1.money
2.thought
3.memories
4.stay in love.

Btw..my JFK mood is back.

*JKF=Just Fuck It.

Just one of those PMS moment.

Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of humankind.

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of people.
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.

more random post

There are times when we felt so happy then we tend to forget that its actually only temporary. I feel like such a liar lately because i keep on ignoring the truth..ya..the real truth..I feel so delightful that i forgot that..that someone is not actually mine..i feel like such a liar because i keep pretending that i don't know the truth behind that someone..

Especially now when dilemma strikes..i cant stop myself from thinking that i have done something unforgivable. I feel bad that someone else have to go thru it..and feel bad for myself because i feel it more than anyone else cud.

I dont wanna state anything here..
but i just dont have the platform to jump on..

How i wish that someone knows how much i feel for him..
am i doing too much>am i too emotional..
maybe i am..
but who doesnt when they really be in my shoes.

Some updates:

I made it to the semi final of I GOT TALENT. The theme is gonna RnB..and i choose to sing Alicia Keys-Karma..i hope i made the right choice of song and hopefully get to improve my performance as i did not do well on Rock last week. Hmm~~thats ok..lifes always been abt Yin and Yang..so..u got what i mean?

Till Then..Wish for me to have someone who really care...Really care.