Well hello there..
I know i know..ive been hardly found gazing around my blog lately..
im sorry for for the absence..just that my life seems to be busier each day..just the way i wanted it to be..so..for some Q-kie..just gonna tell all of u what ive been up to lately..
1. I got talent finals is getting near. We had two songs to sing..so ya..two practise is needed.
2. Schools is opening soon..and my friend have lotsa olan to pull out...*errgh*
3.I have no time for myself, and i like it. Being busy make me forget certain things that makes me sad.
things im looking forward to:
1. Island
2. Water rafting.
3. road trip.
4.schools
5.part time job.
things i wanna get rid
1.boredomn
2.sadness
things i wanna maintained.
1.money
2.thought
3.memories
4.stay in love.
Btw..my JFK mood is back.
*JKF=Just Fuck It.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Just one of those PMS moment.
Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of humankind.
Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of people.
I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.
This has been my life; I found it worth living.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
more random post
There are times when we felt so happy then we tend to forget that its actually only temporary. I feel like such a liar lately because i keep on ignoring the truth..ya..the real truth..I feel so delightful that i forgot that..that someone is not actually mine..i feel like such a liar because i keep pretending that i don't know the truth behind that someone..
Especially now when dilemma strikes..i cant stop myself from thinking that i have done something unforgivable. I feel bad that someone else have to go thru it..and feel bad for myself because i feel it more than anyone else cud.
I dont wanna state anything here..
but i just dont have the platform to jump on..
How i wish that someone knows how much i feel for him..
am i doing too much>am i too emotional..
maybe i am..
but who doesnt when they really be in my shoes.
Some updates:
I made it to the semi final of I GOT TALENT. The theme is gonna RnB..and i choose to sing Alicia Keys-Karma..i hope i made the right choice of song and hopefully get to improve my performance as i did not do well on Rock last week. Hmm~~thats ok..lifes always been abt Yin and Yang..so..u got what i mean?
Till Then..Wish for me to have someone who really care...Really care.
Especially now when dilemma strikes..i cant stop myself from thinking that i have done something unforgivable. I feel bad that someone else have to go thru it..and feel bad for myself because i feel it more than anyone else cud.
I dont wanna state anything here..
but i just dont have the platform to jump on..
How i wish that someone knows how much i feel for him..
am i doing too much>am i too emotional..
maybe i am..
but who doesnt when they really be in my shoes.
Some updates:
I made it to the semi final of I GOT TALENT. The theme is gonna RnB..and i choose to sing Alicia Keys-Karma..i hope i made the right choice of song and hopefully get to improve my performance as i did not do well on Rock last week. Hmm~~thats ok..lifes always been abt Yin and Yang..so..u got what i mean?
Till Then..Wish for me to have someone who really care...Really care.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Uploading some pictures from I GOT TALENT.
Pictures on our 1st audition.from left to right:
me,marlleyney,apple,suziey and shasha.
Group photo after finish audition. I was sick that time.
1st heat of I Got Talent. Location: KTV waiting room.
from left to right:
me,suziey,shasha and marlleyney.
16 finalist that made it to the 2nd heat.
And again,us.
when ur gone...*fuck u*
Sunday always been so sunny...hot...bored..and lonesome..obviously talking abt being single eyh?haha..because if im not single..i wont be here posting abt how lonely i am and how broken my heart is rite now plus some yada yada randomness..
*sigh*..wondering whats the reason of the sigh???hmm...just missing someone who doesnt really know abt how i feel..ya ya ya..pathethic kan..vale bgus ko mampus.
*sigh*..wondering whats the reason of the sigh???hmm...just missing someone who doesnt really know abt how i feel..ya ya ya..pathethic kan..vale bgus ko mampus.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Blarh!
So, ive been joing this competition which requires me to sing...I GOT TALENT..At first, i never thought that singing competition is gonna be this hard..i mean..when i was a little kid, singing competition just ginna held for one night..but nowdays..i mean..for I GOT TALENT.. there will be elimination as well as genre for the weeks..waaa.this is tough man...
Plus..now im having a very bad cough..aaahh shitttt...its really difficult for me to sing..to make it more worst..im singing WHEN UR GONE by Avril Lavigne for Rock/Alternative night..Grrrr...i dont like the song actually..its really hard for me to sing it with emotion because the thing is...hmm..teda la...
wish me luck.
Plus..now im having a very bad cough..aaahh shitttt...its really difficult for me to sing..to make it more worst..im singing WHEN UR GONE by Avril Lavigne for Rock/Alternative night..Grrrr...i dont like the song actually..its really hard for me to sing it with emotion because the thing is...hmm..teda la...
wish me luck.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
So called Yum Cha talks.
"are you stupid?'"
"Nope"
"Then why did u say u shy?because shy is equal to stupid..if u keep on feeling shy, u cant go anywhere."
"okay..u know..i get that..i mean..i am shy..but not shy because of the talent that i have but i shy because of the physical features that i have."
"alaaa..cmon la..okay..lets just put it this way..take Adibah Noor for example..i mean shes a real big women is it?"
"ya..??"
"and who is she now?what is she becoming now?people respect her..not because of the physical features that she got but the talent that she has. See, thats what i want u to be clear with..pls la..dont be shy..its just a singing competitio.."
"okayla..i think i got ur point here..the thing is im just lake of confidence."
"Right..i know.i can see that..u just be yourself and u'll be fine..have fun and enjoyed.Dulu kan, i used to be an athlete ba..i know im not very the laju la in terms of running..but at least i do trust the talent that i have and even if im lost..i still satisfied because ive tried and i did my best to win."
"Yala..thanx man..i'll take that as an advise.."
"No big deal bha..we are your friends..of course we will support you..come let me give u a hug just to boost your spirit"
"awww..thanks man..i really appreciate that"
I'm having this conversation with Roy aka Claire's boyfriend while having a drinkinf session at Eclips just now.Yup just now..FYI, i just came home and i think i wanna write what ive just been ceramah.
So, ive entered myself to this one competition called I GOT TALENT which will be held at Djunction Pub. To be honest with you, this is my very first time to join a singing competition..cut the part where im being force by my secondary school's teacher who forced me to sang the Gelang si paku Gelang song.
Frankly, im not feeling well..ive got a sore throat and cough and it really affect my singing and that why im worried. Whoaaaa...but whatever it is..ive already gotten many supports and positive talk from my friends just now and i think i wanna do my best, enjoy, be myself and dont let them down. Because i believe on the talent i have..i can sing..Yes i can sing..
Thanx for the advise that ya'll had been given me..i really appreciate it..bah..minum2..*tipsy*
"No big deal ba..we are your friends, we support you..
"Nope"
"Then why did u say u shy?because shy is equal to stupid..if u keep on feeling shy, u cant go anywhere."
"okay..u know..i get that..i mean..i am shy..but not shy because of the talent that i have but i shy because of the physical features that i have."
"alaaa..cmon la..okay..lets just put it this way..take Adibah Noor for example..i mean shes a real big women is it?"
"ya..??"
"and who is she now?what is she becoming now?people respect her..not because of the physical features that she got but the talent that she has. See, thats what i want u to be clear with..pls la..dont be shy..its just a singing competitio.."
"okayla..i think i got ur point here..the thing is im just lake of confidence."
"Right..i know.i can see that..u just be yourself and u'll be fine..have fun and enjoyed.Dulu kan, i used to be an athlete ba..i know im not very the laju la in terms of running..but at least i do trust the talent that i have and even if im lost..i still satisfied because ive tried and i did my best to win."
"Yala..thanx man..i'll take that as an advise.."
"No big deal bha..we are your friends..of course we will support you..come let me give u a hug just to boost your spirit"
"awww..thanks man..i really appreciate that"
I'm having this conversation with Roy aka Claire's boyfriend while having a drinkinf session at Eclips just now.Yup just now..FYI, i just came home and i think i wanna write what ive just been ceramah.
So, ive entered myself to this one competition called I GOT TALENT which will be held at Djunction Pub. To be honest with you, this is my very first time to join a singing competition..cut the part where im being force by my secondary school's teacher who forced me to sang the Gelang si paku Gelang song.
Frankly, im not feeling well..ive got a sore throat and cough and it really affect my singing and that why im worried. Whoaaaa...but whatever it is..ive already gotten many supports and positive talk from my friends just now and i think i wanna do my best, enjoy, be myself and dont let them down. Because i believe on the talent i have..i can sing..Yes i can sing..
Thanx for the advise that ya'll had been given me..i really appreciate it..bah..minum2..*tipsy*
"No big deal ba..we are your friends, we support you..
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Alhamdulillah..syukur..
Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dengan orang yang salah sebelum menemui orang yang betul supaya apabila ktia akhirnya bertemu dengan insan yang betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana untuk bersyukur dengan nikmat pemberian dan hikmah di sebalik pemberian tersebut. Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain akan terbuka tetapi lazimnya kita akan memandang pintu yang telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu yang sudah dibukakan untuk kita.
Kawan yang paling baik adalah seseorang yang anda bileh duduk di dalam buaian dan berbuai besama tanpa berjata apa-apa pun dan kemudian berjalan pulang dengan perasaan bahawa itu lah perbualan paling hebat pernah anda alami. Memang benar yang kita tidak akan tahu apa yang telah kita punyai sehinggalah kita kehilangannya dan juga benar bahawa kita tidak tahu apa yang kita rindukan sehinggalah "ia" datang.
Memberi seseorang seluruh cinta anda bukanlah satu kepastian yang mereka akan mencintai anda kembali. Jangan harapkan cinta sebagai balasan. Nantikan sahaja ia untuk mekar di dalam hati anda. Ia cuma mengambil masa seminit untuk jatuh hati pada seseorang, satu jam untuk menyukai seseorang, satu hari untuk mencintai seseorang, tetapi ia mengambil masa sepanjang hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.
"They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, but then an entire life to forget them."
Jangan pandang kepada kecantikan kerana boleh jadi ianya palsu. Jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan susut. Carilah seseorang yang membuatkan anda tersenyum kerana ia cuma memerlukan sekuntum senyuman untuk mencerahkan hari yang suram. Carilah sesuatu yang membuatkan hati anda tersenyum. Akan tiba satu ketika di dalam kehidupan apabila anda teramatkan rindukan seseorang sehingga anda ingin menggapainya dari mimpi anda dan memeluknya dengan sebenar.
Mimpilah apa yang ingin anda mimpikan, pergilah ke mana-mana yang ingin anda tujui dan jadilah apa yang anda inginkan kerana anda hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu peluang untuk melakukan semua perkara yang ingin anda lakukan. Semoga anda memiliki kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan diri anda menarik, percubaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda kuat, kesedihan yang cukup untuk memastikan anda adalah seorang insan dan harapan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda bahagia. Selalu bayangkan diri anda di dalam kasut seseorang. Jika anda rasa ianya menyakitkan anda, fikirlah ia mungkin menyakitkan orang lain juga. Kebahagiaan seseorang manusia tidak semestinya dalam memiliki segala yang terbaik. Mereka hanya membuat yang terbaik dalam hampir apa saja yang datang di dalam perjalanan hidup mereka.
Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yang telah mencuba. Hanya mereka yang boleh menghargai kepentingan manusia yang telah menyentuh hidup mereka. Cinta bermula dengan senyuman, mekar dengan ciuman dan berakhir dengan tangisan. Masa depan yang cerah sentiasa berteraskan kehidupan yang lalu yang telah dilupakan. Anda tidak boleh meneruskan kehidupan dengan sempurna sehingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam.
Semasa anda dilahirkan, anda menangis dan orang di sekeliling anda tersenyum. Teruskanlah hidup anda supaya apabila anda mati nanti, andalah yang akan tersenyum dan orang sekeliling anda pula yang akan menangis…
Kawan yang paling baik adalah seseorang yang anda bileh duduk di dalam buaian dan berbuai besama tanpa berjata apa-apa pun dan kemudian berjalan pulang dengan perasaan bahawa itu lah perbualan paling hebat pernah anda alami. Memang benar yang kita tidak akan tahu apa yang telah kita punyai sehinggalah kita kehilangannya dan juga benar bahawa kita tidak tahu apa yang kita rindukan sehinggalah "ia" datang.
Memberi seseorang seluruh cinta anda bukanlah satu kepastian yang mereka akan mencintai anda kembali. Jangan harapkan cinta sebagai balasan. Nantikan sahaja ia untuk mekar di dalam hati anda. Ia cuma mengambil masa seminit untuk jatuh hati pada seseorang, satu jam untuk menyukai seseorang, satu hari untuk mencintai seseorang, tetapi ia mengambil masa sepanjang hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.
"They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, but then an entire life to forget them."
Jangan pandang kepada kecantikan kerana boleh jadi ianya palsu. Jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan susut. Carilah seseorang yang membuatkan anda tersenyum kerana ia cuma memerlukan sekuntum senyuman untuk mencerahkan hari yang suram. Carilah sesuatu yang membuatkan hati anda tersenyum. Akan tiba satu ketika di dalam kehidupan apabila anda teramatkan rindukan seseorang sehingga anda ingin menggapainya dari mimpi anda dan memeluknya dengan sebenar.
Mimpilah apa yang ingin anda mimpikan, pergilah ke mana-mana yang ingin anda tujui dan jadilah apa yang anda inginkan kerana anda hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu peluang untuk melakukan semua perkara yang ingin anda lakukan. Semoga anda memiliki kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan diri anda menarik, percubaan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda kuat, kesedihan yang cukup untuk memastikan anda adalah seorang insan dan harapan yang cukup untuk membuatkan anda bahagia. Selalu bayangkan diri anda di dalam kasut seseorang. Jika anda rasa ianya menyakitkan anda, fikirlah ia mungkin menyakitkan orang lain juga. Kebahagiaan seseorang manusia tidak semestinya dalam memiliki segala yang terbaik. Mereka hanya membuat yang terbaik dalam hampir apa saja yang datang di dalam perjalanan hidup mereka.
Kebahagiaan terletak kepada mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang telah mencari dan mereka yang telah mencuba. Hanya mereka yang boleh menghargai kepentingan manusia yang telah menyentuh hidup mereka. Cinta bermula dengan senyuman, mekar dengan ciuman dan berakhir dengan tangisan. Masa depan yang cerah sentiasa berteraskan kehidupan yang lalu yang telah dilupakan. Anda tidak boleh meneruskan kehidupan dengan sempurna sehingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan kekecewaan masa silam.
Semasa anda dilahirkan, anda menangis dan orang di sekeliling anda tersenyum. Teruskanlah hidup anda supaya apabila anda mati nanti, andalah yang akan tersenyum dan orang sekeliling anda pula yang akan menangis…
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Randomly made by me.
Sudah Gila~~~
I was humming that line over and over again..Haizzzz...Theres so much emotions in me but when i started staring this monitor..my brain goes...ZzZzZz...????...*****...
And that is why i called this entry as Randomly made by me..I have no idea how to specifies my post..and it goes randommmmm...*mentioned*
I miss someone..
Im freakin stressed with Legal..
Im nervous about interview..
I feel lonely as hell..
I feel useless..
i just wanna go away..
*deep sigh*
I dunnno wat is wrong with me..feel empty and i dont wanna think about it..fuck it.
I was humming that line over and over again..Haizzzz...Theres so much emotions in me but when i started staring this monitor..my brain goes...ZzZzZz...????...*****...
And that is why i called this entry as Randomly made by me..I have no idea how to specifies my post..and it goes randommmmm...*mentioned*
I miss someone..
Im freakin stressed with Legal..
Im nervous about interview..
I feel lonely as hell..
I feel useless..
i just wanna go away..
*deep sigh*
I dunnno wat is wrong with me..feel empty and i dont wanna think about it..fuck it.
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