Tuesday, November 24, 2009

C.L.O.S.U.R.E

*deep sigh*

Though i realize you are with someone else, i wish we are together instead..only in whisper that i dare to say it to the whole world..For any louder than that, i am just afraid that you would banished it away..

Someone once told me that in order to get over it and move on, we need to put the past behind us. A past that has no closure is a different kind of past. One would not understand it if one has not gone through it. With all due respect, everybody needs closure. There are things in my life that need so many closure that i never dare to get the privilege of doing so. Maybe Im afraid of the feeling of regrets that will or will not occur ever since I made the closure. I am living my life hanging..

Time passes by and part of me still saving the very best of myself for you. Im not sure of what im waiting for, or what am i hoping for..And I don't know if it worthwhile..I just can't stop L***** you. At times I feel like such a loser for keeping this feeling though its obvious that you are way too far away from me now..I just cant..

If u happen to read this, I just want that closure..
That closure..

What am i to you?

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