I was damn lucky.

Current situation: still shaking.

I am now in my room, still wearing my 'baju jalan'. For the record, i just survived in a minor accident. Noticed the word MINOR. Yea..minor but its really horrifying to me. It was my fault, i admit it. Plus..there were no street light, and i was sms-ing that time. I was wrong. I was stupid. and i was careless.Put the blame on me..:(

thankfully..the damaged was not teruk sangat la..minor only..but still i do feel bad about everything..my mom have to issue money..the car need to be fixed..i gave my family a massive-shocking moment..damn it..i feel really2 bad...plus..a 1 year old baby girl is involved and thank god she is okay...

Mannnnnnn..bad things just keep on comin to my family..and the most sucking things are..there is nothing i can do..i dont have anything in me..i have no money, i have no jobs..i am completely zero. I have given so many troubles to my family..why????????????????????//why i still giving them troubles????????????

i am so.....LOST....SAD...