Feelin kinda mellow.

FYI, I slept at 5pm just now and i just wake up.*look at the time*

I was bloody awake 3nights in a row. Reason? Lots of leisure, lovey dovey stuffs, responsibilities, chillaxing and of course assignments and stuff that never really like to see us happy, even only in a glimpse of a blinking eye...hahahaha..wats with the vocab la...?screw me.

What im intended to say is..I am actually living a hectic life. I don't even notice that it is already in the month of April. So fucking fast if u asked me. And yet, I haven't seen anything productive in myself. Just dramas and it is oh-so-not-awesome im tellin ya..

Oh, I also realised that everywhere around me, there's either people hooking up or being ditched... EVERYWHERE! It's that season again..some were for the best and some was just oh too pityful. For some, I can't help but to feel sorry for the victims coz everyone knew what was coming except for them. They had their faith or so.. they believed just like me, but the thing about me is, I will always put my feet down and make sure that I do, as long as I can or for as long as I could remember but if I sway away, then I sway away. That's when the saying comes in, it happens then shit happens. Then here comes the everything happen for a reason..

There will always be a fucking reason to justify everything... as long as u know how to twist your words and make you look good, you're game. Go ahead, live, live and live.. go on living. Feel every feeling..happy, sad, anger, joy, tears, hurt, insert every words listed in the oxford dictionary that describes emotions, feel it because you are born human. If you can't decide or accept things around you, simple.. YOU ARE FUCKED UP AND A NUTTER. Waheyy.. confetti~ confetti~

Living a worry free life is simple : Live, Discover, Feel, Learn and stay away from draggy debts. Don't move in with your gf/bf. In any case of insecurities in a relationship.. fuck it and let it stay as a 'I'm seeing her/him...' instead of stating it STEADY. It's not steady when you have to snoop around and shit like that. Do they even know what STEADY means? yes i know that steady is used universally for describing a very committed relationship, but I just think that some people could really go to some pathetic extent and actually give it as a reason that it is LOVE. Damn bodoh if you ask me.. I admit that I had relationships in the past that I, now, think that what I did before or whatever was super stupid and WTFWTF to me. That's why for now, my relationship is considered VERY different from the types that I had before. A round of applause to lifes experiences...cheers. Am thinking WHYYYY the hell some people would go over it oooover and oooover again..don't they get bored of the same old boat?

Ok la, enough said, i get sleepy again. Im off to sleep now.

P/s: I wonder wat its like to use the color red. erm..big no-no.