Its been a week now and i cant say myself been better..the reason is because its still on and off..The 'on' moment is the hardest moment to go through..feels like im falling into a deep ocean and cant get myself up..struggling and battling for air to breath..
Few night since,been spending my time gazing through the sky or just lay on my bed with an empty heart. I never thought it could be dis hurt to lose someone. But everytime im feeling down, i just remind myself to be grateful. Because i really believe some peole are way more miserable than me.
I dont know how it feels like to be happy anymore..yes..i miss being happy and i miss hearing myself laugh..Its hard to have a real smile these days.
tell myself not to hope anymore because seems he moves on so far that its hard for me to catch him. Things wont change.
Lately, so easy for the tears to burst out.
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