Gratefulness

Why aa?
why do peoples..people like us never really appreciates...or in other words..be grateful for what we have in our life right now..we always complaining about stuff we never get..or complaning about a bad day..wining about being bored *when there still many things to do*..wining about overprotective parents..and so on..

There is always a thing called P.L.E.A.S.U.R.E. in everyones life..needed to be satisfied. Peoples doing whatever it takes to fulfilled every desire that comes to mind that sometimes they dont realize they are chasing after a wrong goal in life. To have determination and enthusiasm in life is good, but dat kind of attitude should be located in the right path to make sure that it is chasing after a right goal.

I hate myself when i wake up today..because i feel so ungrateful..I hate to feel boredomness..But in the other round..there are still many things i can do..the thing is, i keep on counting days so that it feels like the time is passing by so fast. I never really think, not even a minutes..*at least i do now*..kids and teenagers in on-war country...wat do they feel right now, keep on counting days for a better living..waiting for better days..hoping and praying for someone to safe them..while me?in the house, in my own room, with my laptop..i have my bed and everything..but still complaing about how pathetic my life now..

well is not funny anymore now huh..i had everything dat every teenagers want. What more? I hope i can knock some senses in other teens head too. I feel so guilty..to God..because i never appreciate things and people around me before..

Obviously..people will never realise they actually have a good life until they lose someone they really love..that is all God's will..