Move along.

Well..im just bored okay..and feeling a bit lonely n yada yada yada..

Went to watched Fast and Furious 4 today and it was superb. I like the way Dom raise up his head in a 45degree after winning the god damn furious race..whoa..and owh yup..also the part when he said the type of girl he like must be 20% angel and 80% devil..That doesnt sound a bit like me eyh?

Crap.

Nothing much to write right now. Yes ive been thru some shits and life sounded more like hell these days but it didnt contribute to even a tiny spot of progress if i keep whining about it again and again right..i mean, that is what life supposed to be..there are events of ups and down occured and there also a so-called happiness and sorrow..

Of all the hardships that ive been thru for almost two years now, can say that ive changed a lot, may it be internally or externally..myself are 100% affected. Im getting matured in making my perception, whereby my point of view always take place before an impulse of reaction reach to my brain. But most of all, my whole life has changed..family, friendship, relationship, financial, study,future..Everything is not under control and im still trying to fit in and pulling back the gravity..There are times when i feel completely lost and really wanna giving up life..*if u know wat i mean..*, but, there are still part of me says hold on to it..and im still here..Even without any mutual person that can really stand beside me and tell me that everything is gonna be alright..im still here..

Ive been hearing people's problems every single day. People come to me for opinions, for solutions, and even comforts. And thats when im doing my part..i keep telling people what they wanna hear..i keep telling people what they should and should not do, and i keep telling people that they gonna be okay.There, i just dont think they realize that they are actually seeking advices from a depressed person. I think this is somehow an ironic events and related to the terms everything happens for a reason. Im facing lotsa problems and with it, i can simply help people to go thru shits as im facing it before..does it make sense?

Shit.
Its funny when i can handle other people problems and cant really handle mine?

So, thats that. Life keep on moving on and i need to do the same..Eventhough sumtimes i feel like pressing the 'self-destruction' button..but i just dont wanna let my life end that way..I just dont wanna go thru another regrets ive done before..Enough is enough..God has its way on showing us happiness and i hold on to that.

So, from nothing for a pretty long rant huh..this is not a post specifically pointing to anybody..just my thoughts that craft based on my experience in life...and the list goes on..

Till then..
move along.