Due to some unexplainable and personal reasons, i deleted my previous post.
Somehow somewhere along the line I lost the urge to use my words the way I always do. I cant speak them and more importantly I can't write them down. The inspiration has always been there but whenever I hold a pen or sit here with my fingers touching the keys I cant seem to start and not stop until Im done. Even now Im having so much difficulty writing a whole sentence. Thats also the reason why I deleted my last post. The truth is there wasnt one. I just couldnt do it.
I always find a way to fix anything "broken", in me or in someone else. There was always a solution, another perspective not previously thought of that I caught on and build upon but this time I just dont see it. I just dont know what is the solution to this. If I dont find one soon i'll probably flunk out of Uni and end up with nothing again.
The words just dont mean anything to me anymore. Even words that arent personal.
A good heart is what I have he said.What use is a good heart if it feel nothing but negative feelings?
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