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Its hard for me to forget and stop loving you without crying..Been crying for almost 2 hours now that I almost lose my breath..If i were a girl with irrational mind..i would have stop my life already. This is where i lose everytime i try to built myself up..I just cant do it without crying.

If only there is an easy way for me to go thru this..Its just hard for me to accept that i would be far from you..not feeling your love anymore..not having you anymore..not seeing you..not hearing from you..Its hurt me bad to leave but I have to do it for myself..either way..its still going to hurt..

Damn...I miss you so much u never know.. if only u knew wat i feel rite now..can u just hug me?just hug me and let me cry..You don't know how much i really need you by my side rite now..