I remember.

Its been almost a year since u really left me..

I remember the day u really wanna get rid of me from ur life and ur relationship..I cant help myself but thinking of how am i going to live my life without u. All this while ive been having u as my shoulder. The one who listens and loves me tender. Well im not sure about it now anymore.

I remember the day u say u wanna took care of me..and get rid of all the things that comes between us..but i messed up..someone comes in between and im torn. Having another man in my life at that moment just making my life even worse. Times has fly..now i can really say that i never love the other..Its too bad he just one of those man that im using..to cure my broken heart cause by u..

I remember the day we started clinging..How i wake up every morning listens to ur voice or at least a text saying good morning and have a nice day..At that time, i never thought i would fall so deeply in love with u..At that time, i already had a plan of my own..But suddenly u came and im...

I remember listening to ur problems..sharing ur sadness..and laughter...celebrate ur new life..And i dunno how..i. already in love..with u..

U dont know how i feel to see u leave..honestly yes..u never know wat it feels like to really loss someone because i was always there for u..But u never do the same to me..u love another..and u dismissed me..

I cant explain how..but im still attached to what we been through before...shud i embrace it forever or shud i hate it..because im starting to hate it..im starting to hate our memories..im starting to hate everything that ever happens..but why cant i hate u?u hurt me bad but i still want u..

pls..help me move on..im exhausted..i give up.

Already.