No hope.

I feel like something is not right. I dunno why..but my heart is pumping hard as if i just finished a 1500meter runs. I feel scared, and worried...Could it be the signs of my pMS again?erghhh..it is so hard to be a woman.

I guess im just afraid of things and situation..in that i dont want it to change..now why am i being so selfish??now why am i talking about it here..i dunno..i cannot do anything.

There are few things that i am worried about..im worried about my schools..im worried about money..im scared of feeling lonely..im scared of humiliation..there is nothing but negative vibe surrounds me now..I just need those comforting sounds and words to cheer me up now..

I feel so weak at times like these..when i have to console my own feelings..I almost give up..give up on life..give up on everything..but something keep me going..wat is it?Go figure.

here i am..talking about my weakness..in which i shouldnt be letting all of u know..yea..im actually a very weak person..im actually a very sad person..now all of u know..why im here..