Sunday, July 25, 2010

My sleepless night and my 3.23 am entry.


Current song: Katherine Mcphee- Terrified.

Waddup peoples, I am still in sick mode..but the gewd news is..those Ventolin 4mg finally smoothen my breathing..I cough less now..just a bit flu and minor fever..

I went to the moofie today with Afiq and Vitalis..yada yada..I just can't stand staying indoors..We watched the Sorcerer's Apprentice which is superbly nice..*thumbs up*..

Do you really believes in magic????As for me, I can't help but to wonder about it. But personally, i think it still God who makes everything works, no?

I try to imagine how life could be if people can simply uses magic against each other, uses magic to solve problems, depending on magic to continue living..wooot~Somewhere along the line, i do wish I have those magic just so that i can stop worrying about every inch of my problems, how i wish those money just flow every time i open the pipe..in your dream vale..in your dream..

Current song: Jason Derulo- Fallen

But hey, if magic really does exist, I think people will just stop believing in themselves and they wouldn't know how to appreciate life..Reality check is, theres no short-cuts in happiness..And that all the problems ure facing will make u a stronger person in the future..*cheers to life experiences*..

I can't really say that I am living a good life right now, im still living in a mess, still struggling with problems and issues, still battling with few confrontations..But..Im just glad that im surrounded with beautiful and incredible peoples all around me..Those people who makes me smile even when I feel like im at my wits end..of course i never really share about my problems with peoples, but just when i pull out the chair and sit with them..All those shits just swept away..Those peoples are my friends.

Current song: One Republic- Secret.

Sometimes, I just don't care about myself and let my friends have their moments. People said its not a good thing to put others beyond my own as a priority..But the truth is, seeing all those peoples I love and care about happy, IS my happiness.


Some random reality check:

"Money can't buy you love, but you need money when your loved ones are sick." - Saw this in my friend's status and I just go.."yaaaakannnn?"

Its really late and i need to take my meds.

Till next time~

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