None of this chick can fuck with my baby.

First of all, lemme apologies for the explicit title above. It seriously not something that i wanted to write about and it totally doesn't make sense at all...Its just a line from the song Already Taken by treyz song..Keeps repeating it in my humming..blarh!

I know I haven't been updating a lot these days..but i have certainly have sooooooo much to say and how I wish i could say everything that has been on my mind lately..I wish I could just speak freely but I know being a person from KK, it doesn't permit me much to just speak freely without being thought ''oh she's this and she's that...I know i shouldn't care and all but I just don't think its necessary.

You get my drift right.

So, anyways I have my reasons. And no, the last post is just something a friend listed out. She is such a metaphor. Is that spelling right?

I love y'all for just being who you are..^____________^"

I am okay, love.

till then!aaahh..muTan_xALL3N..was this close to know sepa ko..!kindets.. goddammit!

I.am.nearly.asleep.

I.am.listening.to.CUT.by.PLUMP.

Its.rising.and.shining.

I.am.not.EMO.

Dammit..I seriously love mUSIC, even though im not so good in in whatever bidang..but still man..thanx HIM for mUSICS!!hahaha.

Have a great days ahead and peace!...love!...unity!...

Do i sense some money comin from ya?heehe...x ba..

xoxo.

p/s: Mcm lama x post up gmbar here kan????hmm.nte la on my next post...BOOYAH!

Care-free and Worry less.

I was supposed to write about my day today but i got hooked by Rod Stewart. So i guess i see u guys in my next post. *straight face*

Womens favorite phrases.

#1. Fine

This is the word women used to end an argument when they are right

and you need to shut up.

#2. Five Minutes

If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

#3. Nothing.

This is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begins with #3. Nothing usually end with #1. Fine.

#4. Go Ahead.

This is a dare, NOT a permission. DON'T do it again. DO NOT do it!

#5. Loud Sigh

This is actually a word. But it is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks that you are an idiot and wonder why she wasting her time standing here and arguing with you which lead to #3. Nothing.

#6. That's Okay.

This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. It means she wants to think long and hard before deciding on how and when you will pay for your mistake.

#7. Thanks

If a woman is thanking you, do not questioned, or faint. Just say you're welcome. Unless she says "thanks a lot" - which is a pure sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say you're welcome. That will ring on #8. Whatever.

#8. Whatever

Is a woman's way on saying FUCK YOU.

#9. Don't worry about it, I got it.

Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman already told a man to do for several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking what's wrong?For the woman to respond #3. Nothing.

Now girls, tell me which part of it is true..??*wink*

We all wanna be different (which makes us all the same)

"This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to messed up sometimes, It's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to messed it up. Girls will be your friends-they act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The one that stays with you through everything- they're your true best-friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends ever in the world. As for lovers, well they come they go as well. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them, pretty much all of them are going to break your heart. But you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mates. You'll never find the half that makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's much to smile about."

- "This is me, Marilyn Monroe, the iconic legend speaking."

"We're teenagers. We're still learning. Shits happen. We cheat. We lie. We criticize. We fight over stupid things. We bitch, bitch, BITCH. We BITCH about BITCHES being BITCHY. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, OR stay up late just to THINK-THINGS over. We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and THOSE WILL ALL BE MEMORIES. One day, that's all going to pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day....ONE DAY, you gonna wish you were still a TEENAGER. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshits and drama and live like your dying."

- "This is me, Vale, the rock star speaking."

p/s: I love Marilyn Monroe. Too bad she died.

Its not always about YOU.

And i know,

I may end up FAILING too,

But I know,

You were just LIKE me,

with someone DISSAPOINTED in you.

Feelin kinda mellow.

FYI, I slept at 5pm just now and i just wake up.*look at the time*

I was bloody awake 3nights in a row. Reason? Lots of leisure, lovey dovey stuffs, responsibilities, chillaxing and of course assignments and stuff that never really like to see us happy, even only in a glimpse of a blinking eye...hahahaha..wats with the vocab la...?screw me.

What im intended to say is..I am actually living a hectic life. I don't even notice that it is already in the month of April. So fucking fast if u asked me. And yet, I haven't seen anything productive in myself. Just dramas and it is oh-so-not-awesome im tellin ya..

Oh, I also realised that everywhere around me, there's either people hooking up or being ditched... EVERYWHERE! It's that season again..some were for the best and some was just oh too pityful. For some, I can't help but to feel sorry for the victims coz everyone knew what was coming except for them. They had their faith or so.. they believed just like me, but the thing about me is, I will always put my feet down and make sure that I do, as long as I can or for as long as I could remember but if I sway away, then I sway away. That's when the saying comes in, it happens then shit happens. Then here comes the everything happen for a reason..

There will always be a fucking reason to justify everything... as long as u know how to twist your words and make you look good, you're game. Go ahead, live, live and live.. go on living. Feel every feeling..happy, sad, anger, joy, tears, hurt, insert every words listed in the oxford dictionary that describes emotions, feel it because you are born human. If you can't decide or accept things around you, simple.. YOU ARE FUCKED UP AND A NUTTER. Waheyy.. confetti~ confetti~

Living a worry free life is simple : Live, Discover, Feel, Learn and stay away from draggy debts. Don't move in with your gf/bf. In any case of insecurities in a relationship.. fuck it and let it stay as a 'I'm seeing her/him...' instead of stating it STEADY. It's not steady when you have to snoop around and shit like that. Do they even know what STEADY means? yes i know that steady is used universally for describing a very committed relationship, but I just think that some people could really go to some pathetic extent and actually give it as a reason that it is LOVE. Damn bodoh if you ask me.. I admit that I had relationships in the past that I, now, think that what I did before or whatever was super stupid and WTFWTF to me. That's why for now, my relationship is considered VERY different from the types that I had before. A round of applause to lifes experiences...cheers. Am thinking WHYYYY the hell some people would go over it oooover and oooover again..don't they get bored of the same old boat?

Ok la, enough said, i get sleepy again. Im off to sleep now.

P/s: I wonder wat its like to use the color red. erm..big no-no.

Still alive and kickin'.

So yea..i am still in my 'burning-fag' mode. Kinda living a hectic life these days makes me stand so close to cigarettes and alcohols. ...ahhhhhhhh..

What's the odd...im still alive anyway....

I'm a rockstar..:)

h.a.p.p.y.?

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can't have anything..
Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain, coz love won't set you free..

I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be..

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Coz i'm just trying to be..Happy...
Just trying to be..happy...

Holding on tightly, just don't let it go
Just trying to play my role, Slowly disappear..
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names, get me out of here..
But I can't stand by your side
and watch my life pass me by..

So any turns that i can't see
Like i'm a stranger on this road
But don't day victim, don't day anything..

p/s: i L.O.V.E this song by Leona Lewis-Happy.

Xmas ur head la..

This is boring. thats all im saying. Its nice actually, its just lack of some excitement. Plain and boring.

I kid you not

So..ive been staying indoors for a while because of my several sickness..let me see: sinus?[checked], allergy?[cheked], fever?[checked], mental condition?[superbly checked], emotion sickness?[silverchair's checked]..btw, i still have no idea am allergic to what..i've been scratching here and there yet don't even know the reason for all the red dots.. so mafan..

Anyhooo...

Life's gonna change from now on.. I've decided a few things. This time around, i should think more for myself because dats what people had been doing to survive in this world. I've learnt that if you do not make a stand for yourself and you let people step all over you and manipulate you just because of the fact that ur nice or at least trying to be one and for whatsoever reasons..it will get you no where and in the end you are to blamed. Why? Because people can just easily say dat they didn't force you at the 1st place.

*[I KID YOU NOT]

So, lesson learnt.. be careful of selfish and manipulative people.

In the end, no one will save ur ass except for yourself..

Thanks for everything.. this is an eye opener for me. Now i can see the true color of things around me. Trust no one but your own instincts..I knew it was coming but who knew that in the end, kena kasi biar seja with whatever dats left la..

And this is one of the reasons juga why i let go of some things that mattered to me just so others will live a happy life and not be bothered for their own conveniences.

Enough with that la..lets talk about Xmas..

Oh well, i dont feel like xmas-ing..Everybody seems to start counting their own countdown..it stressing me out..i wan to feel excited also baaa...i force myself to go for gift hunting for everybody pun i still not in the mood for Xmas..perrrfttt...Gontua sda ba kan..*sigh*

bt the way, i need something fresh..i need a fresh start..new challenges, new environment, new crowd, new circle of friends..erm..nope..just stick with my old circle of friends, new hobby, new interest, new lifestyle..erm..nope oso..i'll stick with my old life...*refer previous previous post, one of my resolution for 2010 is to get the 60% of the old me back*

funny..im not excited with Xmas but im excited for New Year...??erm...fresh start Vale, fresh start.