Ok i guess i should be posting something to do about what 2009 has been for me. Frankly speaking, i am sick and tired of people saying that its been all right, things been shitty or everything been so gloomy and yada yada yada~..........that 2009 been up and down but everything is all right. What a load of BULLSHIT. Hey~ life can only be a shitty or colorful how you want it to be.....if you've dug your own grave, you have to lie on it. Enough said ok.
I think my PMS coming soon again..i see all little zips on my face, my appetite is as equivalent as an elephant's daily meal, and i get even hornier when M.Shadow screams..which lead me to a massive ear-gasm...if u know what i mean..and of course..mood swings and all other emotional rollercoaster what so fuck u wanna call it..yes..cursing too..bad mouth!bad mouth!
*Deep sigh*
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And now i suddenly feel sad when i look around my room and stares at my phone..Loneliness strikes..i never want this..but hell with it..Nobody cares at all..Each one of u seems to distance from me like im a living parasite..no..dont think im happy when i laugh..dont think im okay when i type lots of HAHAHA..I guess i always been like that..to hide pains so that i can get away with it which i know it will not so its back to square one..
crap!
screw me. I dont wanna be in this place..i dont wanna be here..it reminds me of u and her home-coming..
P/s:merry xmas..i hope u have a great time with her, like u always did. Since u not returning any of my calls and msgs..i guess i means nothing anymore..dats fine, because..because thats wat it supposed to be rite?so..ya...all the best.
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