trouble tidur.

One random fact : It was never easy for a lady to reject a guy. What, you think only girls wants their heart to be well taken care of? That's wrong. Guys hates rejection and hurts too. So, that is all i can say right now.

Well, that is not really the main point of my entry. Its just something that occurred in my current love life..correction..cant really say that its my love life because we are not attached in any ways..But for sure, i feels kinda bad because i keep on giving excuses..delaying..and so on. I just don't know how to say it straight. And if I could, I might as well say this..

" Look, the thing is I just don't love you. Not that I don't like you..Its just that I am really not ready to hit the dating scene. You're good, really good and i know that you will be a very good boyfriend-material Buuuutttttt...I just cant be that lady for you. Im just tired of starting over and im afraid that if I go for a YES with you, i cant really be the one who you thinks i am. You don't even know me, you don't even know my flaws and all..Plus, I don't think we're gonna work. So, just go live your life and keep on searching, i know u will find HER soon. May the best luck be with you, okei?"

well..if only i can say this straight to his face....*sigh*

By the way, what the hell happened to KK today??? I was out to town with Nana and the road is just so friggin jammed with in-compact cars. Starting from Karamunsing - Asia City - Centre Point. We spend 45 minutes from Asia City just to reach Cp's parking lots..WTFish? It was 3.30pm.

3.15pm(estimated only)
6.45pm(estimated only)
Tengahari until malam pun stil jammed..????

And owh..i just love this picture so very the mucho.