I went to my high school's reunion last night. It was fun, cool, great, warm n wicked *according to me* time we had. Feels great n bliss to see those *geng karas* faces again especially the boys whom i used to hang with..fablin, ah ping, luncai, bryner,osamu..etc. Kinda sad because Nurul was not there..but for sure there will be reunion part 2..I promised..:)
I had a very good conversation with Fablin..I cant believe the Fablin i used to play jokes with is now a very mature and responsible guy. Im talking about his sacrifices to support n take care of his younger siblings..since both of his parents pass away since i change school to Teknik. I feel really bad for not knowing about what has happened to him for the past 5 years. *sigh*
All the conversation we had, it got me thinking that no matter how life been so unfair or treating us like shit, bare in mind that others may faces a more difficult situation than us. People like me, who still have parents to depend on should really download this to our mind. Be grateful for everything that we have right now, embrace and appreciate things, peoples, memories, because we never know..never will know whats going to happen in the future..the future is super unpredictable. Life is like the theory of Yin and Yang, we cant always rely on the chi all the time, we cant expect our life to be so wonderful. Yes. There are no such thing as a fair world. Life is unfair. Nothing is fair. Sooner or later, we will eventually experience ups and downs in our life, and that time, we dont have a clue, whose gonna be the survivor, and whose in it just to lose it.
I wasted so many times in my life. I feel guilty for all the complaining i pour out. Looking back, i still got everything in my life. Yes life did hurts me in so many ways but i got to say that all of this has made me to be a stronger person. I realized that, there is no point of hating, feeling unsatisfied, whining n comparing other's life with ours. Someday, each one of us will have our moments too. We just got to have a good n flexible self-realization. Always always appreciate what we had.
Well, now i just want to say......I love my life and the idea of being Human with all that emotional bullshit that we are cursed with. I love all the friends that i ever had the pleasure to meet. I love my big guy, I love all my hate-fans.. I love my family. I love GOD.........turning a new page and starting another chapter of my life. Waking up and knowing that life is what you make it of......Peace All~!!
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